your around someone constantly, you really like them and love spending time with them and become really close. your probably friends with them before you date them at least for a little bit but you become best friends thats how it always is for me and practically live with them your with them so much
eventually you brake up
and even if your still on speaking terms with them you lose that person as friend
i know it can work out differently but that’s the way it’s always been for me and it just fucking sucks because the people that the know me the most are the ones i feel like i can’t talk to.
anyways… my grandpa died today three years ago and i miss him soo much and want someone to take care of me hah.. i’m sad
My brain just wont stop ugh
A few days ago some girl who is in one of my classes that ive known for a few years told my roomate that she dated my ex gf for a few months I dont know why this would bother me other tham I think to girls lieing she has lied before n told one of my friends I made out with her bf whose a good friend n I didnt. N plus we live in philly n she lives in nyc which makes any relationshio tough. I dont know but its so catty to me. Does this girl want my atention or something? If so shes going about it the wrong way. Ugh crazy ladies
Theres a lil rant for ya and now hopefully some sleep